We played, hung out by the pool, swam with the dolphins and got all dressed up for diner. I told her stories about my mom and we laughed and cried and really bonded.
During that time, I realized how much time I had spent wasting away on my iPhone! Facebook, Twitter... it all sucked my life up! I was so incredibly unhappy before, I think it was a way for me to 'get out' of my life but now, things are so different and I don't want to miss a thing! I want to be involved and in the moment with Olivia and the other people in my life, Tom and my friends. I have some really incredible things happening and I want to remember everything in clarity. Something definitely happened to me this weekend and I made some realizations about many things. I have a calmness the past few months I don't know if I've ever had.
All that to say that I finally feel like I could actually focus on some goals I've had in my head for so long but was unable to obtain because I had so much unrest swirling about me.
Tomorrow I start Paleo /crossfit combo. I start treating my body the way I have only done sporadically and I start living my life the way I want! Yippie!
I probably won't update every day, in an effort to keep a balance, but I will record what's happening and share any good ideas or thoughts along the way... you know how I do.. part workout, part therapy. :)
-CFC!
**Funny... I have had this on my blog all along, but haven't taken the time to read it in SO long. I am printing out a copy and will try and do these things every day. I always feel better when I do!
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